Okay - haven’t really used this really, but felt that this might be an appropriate place to vent.
So recently I became promoted at my part time job, and at first I was really excited to do something new…that soon faded quickly. It’s starting to seem like something else altogether and what I had foreseen it to be. But I did it because hey I need a pay raise and like let’s get some more experience under my belt.
I just don’t know, I just don’t know if I can do this for like a whole year of this. Like it’s okay, but I’ve been at the same job for almost five years and I can’t do it for another year. Like I just can’t bring myself to staying here that long. I’ve been feeling really bad that I feel this way and that I’m already thinking about the duration of time I’ll be doing this.
I shouldn’t feel guilty for feeling the way I do because this is my life and I have to look out for myself. With that in mind I’m going to do this as long as I am in my undergrads and off I go into the real job - looking for a real 9-5.
